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| Ever since she was a baby, my niece Lily slept with Granny. When I was away for school, Lily would sleep with her sister since Granny doesn't come home from work till midnight. But sometimes Lily would still sleep in Granny's bed awaiting for her to get home, because then she'd wake up next to Granny.
Lily is five now. It was really cold last winter, so Lily learned to turn on the heater in Granny's room before she slept. But sometimes she forgot, and it broke Granny's heart seeing her little baby sleeping in the cold. Granny's room can get very cold.
Sometimes Granny'd come home seeing the lights and TV still on.
Ever since I moved back home, Lily has been sleeping with me. I tuck her in and kiss her good night, tell her Granny would soon be home.
Today I told Lily to sleep early so she would be more awake for school tomorrow, so she could learn to read and read the newspaper to Granny. Granny can't read.
A little sad, Lily said... "I miss Granny. When will she be home? When you were away at school, I sleep alone. I wait for Granny. I was scared."
I hugged her tight and said Granny'd be home very soon.
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| 0-5 cute 5-13 annoying 14-18 stupid 19-21 stubborn .: Kids are only useful when they can't talk properly.
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| Nhớ.
Muốn ngủ nhưng không sao chợp mắt được. Mãi nghĩ về Việt Nam.
Tôi xa xứ 8 năm rồi, nhưng không một ngày nào trôi qua tôi không nghĩ về phía bên kia thái dương. Đất khách là đất người, ở có bao lâu cũng không có được cảm giác bình thản như khi ở quê mình. Có lẽ vì khi xa còn ngây ngơ đầu óc chưa vướng mảnh bụi đời đó thôi.
Đêm nay lại là một đêm dài, tôi xa nhà xa Mẹ và xa quê. Ai ở bên ấy mong được qua chốn đây, chứ tôi, tôi muốn về bên Ngoại. Tôi không thiết cái vui xứ người, tôi thèm cái nắng Việt Nam. Ở bên ấy có Ngọai, có dì và có Cậu. Có thằng Su lau lảu cái miệng mồng, có đứa em họ tôi chưa lần thấy mặt. Có bọn trẻ khi nào nay đã lớn, có ngôi mộ tôi chưa lần được tạ, và có những người bạn tôi chưa kịp xiết chặt vào tim.
Cái xứ này lạnh lắm, bạn biết không?
Không ngày nào tao không nghĩ về tụi bây. 8 năm rồi, mày còn nhớ tao không? Thằng Phu, con Tú, và Hòang, dạo này sao? Hưng và Dũng cũng liêu diêu phương nào? Còn Khanh? 10 năm rồi mình không gặp mặt, có ngây thơ quá không khi hi vọng ngày tất cả sum vầy?
Hôm rồi mơ thấy Huyền, nhớ hồi lớp 5 giờ ra chơi hai đứa ngồi tâm sự chuyện vẩn vơ, nô đùa ngòai cửa lớp. Nhớ trường Nguyễn Huệ sân trường đẫm lá phượng, nhớ áo học trò phất phơ khăng quàng đỏ.
Tôi chưa lần mặc áo dài.
Chuyện đời tôi ở Việt Nam còn dang dở, như một cái gì đó trong tôi chưa vẹn tòan.
Tao nhớ tụi bây.
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| Thoughts from a homeless guy now that I'm back on my feet.[ source]
I won't ramble too much. Most stories are the same. I just want to tell you what I notice now that I'm stable.
-- Here's me: At age 18 I was a drug mule and got busted on my first trip. My first time, but the amount (marijuana) was enormous and I got 4 years. First two years out, I had some bad luck with roommates; got robbed so much by my own roomies I had to move out but was then immediately hit by the back-rent no one paid. No one could be located except for -- guess who -- me.
-- I had the apartment's lawyers and the phone company chasing me for money. How'd you like to hire somone who has at least two garnishments you have to figure out for each paycheck? Also, would you like to lease an apartment to a guy who has an unpaid judgment from his last apartment? Don't forget the convicted felon part.
So, I was homeless for about 4 years until the manager of a car dealership took a chance on me and now I am the manager of our detailing department.
Okay, so what are the things that I really appreciate?
-- Light switches: In a shelter, lights come on, lights come off and you have no say. The ability to control your own lighting is a big deal.
-- Access to toilets: Ever hear someone mention how those 'disgusting' homeless guys pee outside? Where else should we? The search for a place to relieve yourself is a constant problem when you are on the streets.
-- Weather: I don't pay much attention to weather anymore. On the streets, weather is your life. A homeless guy rummaging for newspapers only wants one section, the weather report. If you can read, and you know the weather, you will have every dude you know asking what is coming.
-- Clean water: Are you impressed with the cleanliness of your average gas station restroom? How'd you like to drink from that sink?
-- Not losing things: Homeless shelters are life-savers in bad weather, but they are also a guarrantee that you will lose all your stuff. Either it's stolen while you sleep, or the shelter staff told you you have to leave it outside. Secret hiding places never are.
-- Night fear: You never stop being afraid of being outside at night. Think it's scary to have a breakdown at night? Someone gets mad, gets drunk or gets mean, you are going to be the first person they find.
-- Internet: I am now an internet addict. I got arrested in 1997 and I barely heard of the net back then. When I got my job in 2005, I got sent to a computer class right away. When I got my own place six months ago, I went all out and got my own computer plus an internet line. It is like magic. I cannot get enough of it.
-- Health Care Fear: Did you hear about that Bumfights video? It's BS! No homeless guys are going to fight. We never fight each other because everyone is afraid of getting hurt. You hear about guys who sprain their ankle and then die because they couldn't move for two weeks. Or, you hear about a guy who cuts his arm and his arm swells up the size of his leg. Little injuries kill. I was always terrified of getting hurt because of that.
-- The Looks: I admit, I got used to the looks from people in the real world. I kept a pretty clean appearance but people can always tell when you are in the 7-11 just to warm up or kill time. I never minded the looks. Didn't really care, not sure why.
-- Girls: I still have not solved the girlfriend riddle, but I love talking to ladies when they come pick up their car and see that we made it look like new. Seeing a woman's smile is nice. When a woman smiles AT you, its like nothing else in the world.
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| I've never felt so swamped in my life! Five courses, four of which have major projects holding a large portion of the marking scheme. All of these, I have to say, are not easy-breezy... Here's a quick outlook of what I've got to get done over the next 3 weeks:
CAD (Computer Aided Design):
I am one of the project coordinators, coordinating a group of 25 people to design and physically build an automated production line of small airplanes! The goal is to install all needed assemblies onto the plane without the human touch, then launch all finished planes simultaneously. The group with most planes launched in 1 minute will win.
Heat and Mass Transfer:
More like a research project. We measure and record experimental data, write a code that could generate the theoretical values to compare to lab data and validate code. Once code works, use it to generate a set of theoretical value for a best configuration, and use that to build a physical model. Then do the actual experiment to test result.
Solids Mechanics:
Design a link via computational modeling, test how it would fail under extreme loading, try to obtain the greatest strength to weight ratio possible. Then physically build and test it, write a report about how and why it fails.
Design for Environment:
Research about the installation of a desalination plant for Darwin, Australia to conquer their need for fresh water in the next 15 years. The hard part is getting quantitative information, especially about the plant construction as well as demolishment, its environmental impacts through the entire life span.
I.AM.BEAT!
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